If you didn't know I have OFFICIALLY started my missionary papers(: My bishop was not kidding when he told me that Satan will be working his hardest on me starting this time. Since I started this process I've had so many times when I felt like saying, "Never mind, I changed my mind! I'm just gonna stay home & get married!" lol jk to the getting married part. But for real it's getting harder. Satan is really workin on me! I feel like beating my coworker up every night! And I'm always swearing at him in my head, I mean can a person really lack this much common sense? And I have no idea what he says to me half the time because he has a very strong Mexican accent. But than I stop and think that this must be just as frustrating for him as it is for me. I'm supposed to be training him but I keep getting short with him. I've gotten a little better with him, give me a little more time. Than $$$ issues! Ughhhh I think every person I spoke to that was preparing to go on a mish struggled with finances. I have two speeding tickets I totally spaced on paying, a bill from SLCC, and old dentist bill, a new one for all the work that will need to be done, and a fee for getting my licence, (Yes I am still an UN licenced driver.) I am always thinking of ways to pay for all this crap before I have to leave and it's super stressful! Last is with my love Pou I honestly thought he would be my biggest test during this whole process & I never thought he was going to support my decision to go since he isn't a part of my faith. But it turns out he is one of the biggest supporters/help to me. I didn't know that until the other day when we were hanging out. Things can easily turn back to "boyfriend/girlfriend" with us because all the things we have been through together. But before things did he told me he knows how important my mission is to me & he didn't want to mess things up for me. Also he said I will do a great job wherever I go & to make him proud! From that moment I realized he has my back 100% and it's one less "test" I need to worry about.
Other than that things are going great! aha I have my physical tomorrow morning to make sure I'm healthy enough and than I'm still lookin for a cheap/free dentist because I know I have a lot of work that needs to be done. So lemme know if you know of any(: Anyways time to get back to work! I'll keep y'all updated with everything for sure!
